Mo’ Bucket List

  1. Live life with meaning
  2. Make helping people a career
  3. See snow
  4. Jog at 3AM on a quiet street
  5. Buy a home and have my personal interior designing
  6. Achieve a 6 figure annual income
  7. Speak to an international audience
  8. Write a novel
  9. Hit best seller’s list
  10. Go stargazing
  11. Throw someone in a lake
  12. Surf
  13. Have a painting party
  14. Camp in the woods
  15. Climb a tree
  16. Read a favorite fairy-tale to future hubby (I am a baby romantic at heart)
  17. Get a pro message
  18. Take a mud bath
  19. Own a race car  😀
  20. Get 1 million page views on my blog
  21. Design my own clothes
  22. Have a recording studio
  23. Stay awake a whole night
  24. Garden
  25. Settle in Canada (because of Mr. Tarumpu-Chan in USA)
  26. Road trip
  27. Do volunteer work (and make it a hobby)
  28. Cook kinda like a master-chef
  29. Dance in the rain
  30. Fall asleep while lying on the grass
  31. Swim in a clear-blue ocean
  32. Try vegetarianism for 21 days
  33. Try veganism for 21 days
  34. Make a non-profit school for underprivileged girls
  35. Learn -Skydiving, Ice skating, Canoeing, Tennis, Shooting (Gun), Skate-boarding, Basketball, Skiing, Kickboxing and Dancing
  36. Visit-
  • Europe
  • Africa
  • Mt. Kilimanjaro
  • Pyramids of Egypt
  • Japan to see cherry-blossoms
  • Chocolate shops in Belgium
  • The Eiffel Tower
  • The Empire State Building
  • Disneyland (The original?)

Now y’all know why I want to leave my country (teehee). I couldn’t get a chance to accomplish 98% of my dreams in this country. A lot less/hard-to-get opportunities in poor countries (pouts). If I danced in the rain in my country, people would label me an attention-whore 😮 If I ran quietly at 3AM- that’s when a lot of after midnight crimes are committed in our streets. I can’t even jog without being labelled an attention whore, lol.alll the references to perceived attention-whore-ing. in my country.

Anyway, I want to go to a country where I can make my own decisions and am free-er. People should be free to do what they want if what they do had nothing to do with you. Like wear Burqinis or go topless, like DUDE! Oh well.

I am a Weird Dreamer

I’ve been seeing more White men in my dream of late. I don’t know what that’s supposed to symbolize, is it my mind telling me something about the fair-skin-idolization in my country? My “getting-intimate” dreams get so weird. You’ll know once you get to the end. I don’t feel comfortable even sharing this. But it got me wondering too.Alright, I will go on….

I had a blonde guy for a lover…..and he was shorter than me (Whoohooo) This time was a man waabout my own age. Anyway while me and Short-man was in some place, his employer said that Short-man (lover) wasn’t eligible for modelling…because he was short.  I got super mad at the employer and got all, “How could you say that to ma’ man, blah blah blah!”

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Is it weird that….

..sometimes when I watch people dying on OR-tables and I see their husbands crying for them, I think, “Will I ever get a husband who would cry like that for me if that ever happened?” LOL. I know. This is quite…..morbid. But a girl can dream…..Wait, that sounds terrible that I should die to find romance like that. I will stop now. G’bye.

But I DO still think about it 😮

My Podcast #1 Just Talking :I (Listen to me Tawukk!)

Transcript: This is my third try. In the first one I was speaking too slowly and in the second my Mom  was screaming. I am Mon, I am 19 years old. I want to build a business that helps people. And I am not sure how to do that, but I am glad my Mom believes in me she thinks I can do whatever I set out to do; set my heart to do. All she wants is for me to get a good education and a good husband, so I don’t end up like her.

Let’s say my Mom helps Dad a lot: she gave him a roof over his head, food, shelter, stuff and all he ever did was..umm….telling her what to do and what wives should do. That’s ridiculous.

SO anyway, I am…talking….Not something I do much. I am speaking. Yup. Speaking, stating. Talking. Referring. I am just saying synonyms. Ummm….I….I don’t know..the first two videos were better because in the first one I was talking about potatoes and tomatoes and in the second one I was talking about…things. And right now I am out of things to talk about.


I hate CHEESE! I hate cheese! Is that something..important?


I say, “Uummm,” a lot.


Hehe LIKING? What the fun? (I say “Fun” to replace the F-word sometimes :P)

OK, so bye bye. See ya. This was….(singing) ridiculous! Tell me what you think about it. Muisho does this better than me, to be honest.

(Squeaky voice) Bye!

Little Life Wheel


Squint as much as you can! 😀 OK, there’s an enlarged version below.

The first post I wrote at my blog is- Ya’ll are readers and this is a blog-post. In this post, I mentioned my excitement overt getting 3 views from 3 distinct countries 😀 Boy, back when my blog was a baby! It has grown up a lot and made many new friends 🙂

But that post was also an overview of some of the important wheels of my life, how my family relationships were, how my health was, my studies, etc I’ve seen that I haven’t really changed much since then :I I still have issues with parents, not wanting to exercise, study, getting addicted to blogs, being overly critical, etc. Continue reading

Deadly Aliveness

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “To Sleep, Perchance to Dream.”



It’s a passing away while you’re breathing,

At least, it seems to me:

Precipitous. I can’t feel,

When it befalls on me.

But it aids me in

finishing up the day. Essentially

The lack of this sweet death,

is draining already.