Tip of the Week: Get an Awesome haircut

I made the mistake of going back to Twitter- again. And again. And again. It’s so easy to log into that fucking site and see who hates whom.

I haven’t done the ‘tip of the week’ thing I did in my audios because I don’t want to write transcripts for my audios. The audio is basically me embarrassing myself but I also share a tip that has helped me and made…..life easier, I guess because I hate hair touching my neck. Aaaannnnndd, I got a super weird haircut that makes me happy and helps me to dry my hair easier after bathing 🙂

The tip is that a great haircut affects you everyday and makes you happy. So go get one. No, I mean it. You’ll feel better about yourself and you’re worth that (unless you’re a mass murderer)

 

Messy thought-vomit

It is incredibly hard to get all the ridiculous thoughts I’ve been getting in my head the past few weeks that I don’t know how to manage to write a post about them. Nothing serious. It’s just it’s all stuffed inside my head and it’s all gotten so old and rotten and now they’re starting to stink in there (Can you ever relate?).  I’ve made countless audio-tapes to express my thoughts but I don’t know how to share them. There’s so much shit to talk about. Not actual shit that’s happening, just all the intuitive thoughts and whatnot in my brain from reading and learning things way different than what I usually learnt.

Phew, I am glad I at least got that out (I am laughing). But really, I can’t expand upon every thought I am having so I am just going to share a few of them in bullet points.

  • Deep-State ( government agencies believed to conspire and manipulate people and policies .)
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  • White-helmets aren’t who you think they are
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    People can change thoughts and ideas radically. Unless they do something in the present that reflects what they tweeted in the past, you shouldn’t judge too hard. (Rule goes for most people except Trump. He’s always contradicting himself so he deserves no redos
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  • I am finding it hard how didn’t want to even care for how Hillary affected Benghazi when I was so emotional about Trump giving voice to Nazis. And not being sure how much more affect Trump’s rhetoric will have in the future. Even though I wanted her at one point, I shouldn’t have been so jaded about whatever came against her.
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  • I don’t think anyone who believes they CAN lead a country…..can EVER lead a country with that kind of ego. I am moving towards agorism because I think this is the most possible path of the least wars- and that is to be anti-gov. I am still very new to agorism so defenses against foreign countries taking advantage of gov-less country isn’t something I have answer for. But I have plans to read books about it. Oh wow, and I thought I didn’t have the capacity to expand on anything
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  • Anyone who cheated Sanders out of the presidency is part of the resistance
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  • I don’t trust most media coverages of cetain incidences anymore. I feel like certain issues are being controlled and limited. It’s suspicious how CNN doesn’t focus much on Palestine, oil-trading with Saudi Arabia, etc. (I hate Fox the most, so don’t think I am only hating on CNN). It’s made me feel CNN is also a neo-con warmonger who’s working, perhaps, with Fox News to divide the people against each other to not focus on who’s (the gov) is actually controlling the People.

I didn’t write them all so clearly but really. I don’t know where my head is going. The way I wrote them seems very immature but I really needed to get these out of my head because these were making me feel restless.

A little anti-govt and anti-media (Video)

The media expects everyone to believe that Assad gassed his own people after the Peace Conference (Peace talks) which would’ve helped the stability of his presidency in Syria- gassing his own people wouldn’t SERVE THAT PURPOSE! Without giving any substantial evidence, the media just showed a (video) picture of a gassed area and expects you to believe it as they say it. I have no clue what to think anymore. I don’t think I can watch CNN, BBC, anything.

What will Putin do though? Accept that Trump will defeat Assad? Or he’ll kill off more US vets in Syria or do more other things than that?

I used to be upset my country was poor. Not only that, all the little, great resources we had were stolen by Western countries.  I am glad we don’t have such a great oil resource in this country. We have ISIS in this country too! What if we had oil? Would Israeli authorities arm the extremists in this country to attack USA and when we have an attack back, it would be blamed on the leader of this country?

I hope people learn that no matter who comes into the US presidency, no matter how much they may oppose wars like this (like Trump did)- that they would eventually become puppets to fill wallets of themselves and/or whoever is controlling them (CIA?). I had some hope Trump wouldn’t become Obama.

This week’s update and tip (Audio)

In my last audio, I sounded very different from how I usually sound. It sounded weird, it sounded raw….it sounded weird. I forgot to upload earlier but it’s felt like only 3 days passed since my last audio. Maybe that’s an effect of reducing one of my pills (Joking!) On that note, I am meditating for making up for taking one less pill.

Recently I reduced my rice intake by 3 servings and that did not feel good because I couldn’t move around- I was lethargic, so I increased it by 2 servings again. I guess one health tip won’t work for everyone, some people need more carbs I guess.

This week’s tip: Not everyone of us has positive, sunshiney people around us. Unless you’re in Denmark you aren’t going to meet those kinds of people so much. (Starts making lip-smacking sounds, criticizes self for such sounds, tries hard to not smack lips).

And you are the sum of the 5 people you spend the most time with. I’ve recently been listening to self-help audios and audios where the people are really positive and vibrant. My brain kind of reprogrammes itself to take in their personalities (from listening to them every single day). I downloaded Audacity that helps you to record audios from videos on your computer, I find it better than video converters online.

Last week’s tip was letting in more sunlight into your house to improve your mood. This week’s tip is listening to people with qualities you want to embody/ We lear n better from listening than from reading. Not just people with great quaqlities, also listen to advice/self-help podcasts/audios too.* Listening is better than reading to me because I take in information better that way than just from reading.

*For example, I’ve been listening to an audio of Overcoming Childhood for a couple days in a row and it helped me to be nicer to myself these past couple of days (instead of blaming myself for certain thought-patterns, eg low self-esteem thoughts and accepting it as something that automatically happens and something I can deal with slowly)

 

2-year-old Blog

 

Gabriel Corno

Credit: Gabriel Corno

 

2 years ago today I started a blog because Io thought domains were free (domains without the ‘dot WordPress’-thing after them) but I was disappointed with the sad, hard reality, but I still kept on thinking, “Hey, I’ll be a famous blogger and I am going to buy my own then”. But blogging (let along *trying* to write properly…..really trying to think about grammar structure) is hard. You always aren’t in the mood for it and lately I haven’t been in the mood for it at all. But I wouldn’t have continued blogging without the support I’ve been getting around her- I think, “No, these people, they mine blogger-friends <3” and I stayed. I don’t have much of a sense of humor anymore- I crack up a lot when I read my previous entries and wonder how silly and childish I was (I still am but to a lesser degree). Maybe I am developing the kind of sense of humor that I nor anyone finds funny. At least I knew I could make some people laugh and this gave me the confidence to be sillier in real life too.

The blog helped me to curate my thoughts and ideas- I thought I knew myself fair enough just by being an introvert until I started really writing.

No Net-addiction April

I rate the past three months a 2/10. I exercised, dieted, meditated, studied, cleaned, etc. All the good stuff. It’s just that my addiction with the computer really cuts off all the points I gained, so I am left with lousy old 2 again.

My goal for this month is to only use the internet when I am studying (I listen to podcasts while doing homework) and can use as much of internet as I want after 7 PM. No other time should I get close to the computer.  I know my rating for April will get higher if I follow this one simple rule. I just want to get to the computer whenever I feel bored or anxious- which is a lot of times. I need to replace meditating (and I need to since I’ve reduced my drug intake) whenever I feel an urge to use the computer.

You have any goals for this month? Here’s a funny video to thank you for reading-

Less Drugs, More Light (Audio)

I am kind of in a weird position. I mean, I am not….that…drugged because that’s what happens when you take drugs. Not unprescribed drugs…for now. I mean, I’m not saying I am taking illegal drugs, I am saying I reduced my (prescribed) drug by one dose. Initially it started to go haywire (in) my head but I think I can handle it. You don’t know how sucky it can be to be with these stupid drugs.*

So…

How are you? I’m talking to an empty phone in an empty room….wait, what is an empty phone? I’ve (also) been listening to a lot of podcasts and I am thinking of making a blogpost where I summarize my thoughts on some great podcast. It’s a little too early to pick favorite tracts but I’ll post some great podcasts in a little while after….soon? No, in a little while, could’ve just said that.

*(Back to elephant in the empty room) I am taking a risk with lessening my drugs. I did this once already before and it didn’t go well. I am taking the lessons I made at that time to reduce the effect of not making the mistake of not meditating enough and reading triggering (political or otherwise) things online. As a millennial with mental illness (Oh lookie, a stereotype….that fits me).

I am thinking of doing a weekly audio thing where I share a tip that helps me. It might help me to motivate me to post audio-vlogs and be more…..action-minded. No you can’t be action-minded, that’s a paradox. You know what I mean, I am just going to share one thing that helped me this week, yeah redundant.

This week I’ve been brightening up the room by pushing away the curtains (more) and letting more natural light in. It, pardon the pun, makes me feel more illuminated. I think that just having a bright atmosphere is so good for your health and we as humans need that. Just to lighten up my mood a little, I’ve been making my room as bright as possible with light. Not necessarily electric light when I could do with only one light and not waste- what I mean is natural light. What I mean is we should light things up….no, what I mean is, increase more light that comes into your room. That’s for this week, don’t blow stuff up or light things up. Just brighten up your room……with light (ha). Bye.