There’s something wrong with me. Kt’s good that once I feel emotions like I did a while ago, I feel them to their full extent. After thousands of drops of tears (I may be hyper=-something-izing here) I got better. At least, I think so. Or not.
There’s a part of me that wants to detach from reality and makes me “forget” things, IMO. It feels now like the thing with Mom didn’t even happen when a while ago it was eating me up. Maybe it’s a defense mechanism thing.
I am now kind of back to my silly being, a little. Or maybe I have Multiple Personality Disorder? 😮 I hope not, I don’t want any more problems. No, I probably don’t have that.
It’s been that way, it gets a little like, “Wow, I am still here like…breathing. Woooowwww Maaannn……”. OK, that wasn’t how I meant to say it, but….it gets forgotten is what I meant. I feel it but it gets blocked and the silly me is getting all around it
OK, sighing off. May the Mons be ever in your Mon-Favor (and anything else that sounds ….Mon)