When Mom scolds me, something inside me tells me to kill myself. I don’t feel like being here when that happens because something in me always wants Mom’s approval.
NO DON”T WORRY ABOUT ME :I think suicide is scary and painful. And I would never do that to myself. I might think it (and I thought of it a lot of times) but it;s seriously NOT SERIOUS! I just had to mention this in the blog.
Right now, I was about to study but Mom thinks I am doing useless things on the internet when I was downloading worksheets for my literature. So now, the little motivation I had to study is gone. And I have to go and Not Study