I have not clue what to do now. I feel tired. Yesterday I admitted to Mom I needed therapy even though all the 7 therapists I went to were foul and couldn’t give me the help I needed. It was getting obvious they were more interested I the money than in me getting better. Crazy. I once wanted specific advice from one therapist. Know what she said? Some general platutude: I am here to take your hand and lift you up. And my my question was how to get out of my OCD.
One of them told me to use me head more. They are telling a mental patient to use their head more. As if we people are dumb.
So now I am stuck with going to a therapist. I have to go soon. I don’t want to but Mom is forcing me to. I don’t know what to say. I mea I do but I don’t know if this one will be better than the previous ones.