(I wrote the following using my phone 💪)
You grow up thinking your pain is nothing. You recently learnt your mind didn’t see it as nothing. It daydreams if getting an appreciative apology. And theb you watch a f-ing YouTube video about a guy who says people who cut thenselves are attention seeking whores. These person wanted to sound even more of a hypocrite when he said he was diagnosed with major depression. His dad abused hin and speayed a fire-extinguisher at his face and other things like that.
He says that instead of cutting himself he “went to action”. He tried to feel better. He got medication.
While it was obvious he added the “get help” part intentionally in his video to sound like less of a h yprocrite. But he made fun of these people by sayings shit like “Waugh.. buhuhu. You called me fat? I’ll cut myself! ” I had to unsubscribe from his channel.
While there is some possibility that he was actually depressive but not all people handle it the same way. One thing can depress me which may not depress you.
His video was mental abuse for people as he showed himself as a profound psychologist who thought cutting was “silly”. I wanted to bring this into thought. Think about it. People who abuse try to make their opinions more acceptable. For example, using a little lie to cover up a giant ball of abusive behaviour. E.g. “I am sorry I cheated on you but it’s just that you. .. ” It’s true you did something like whateve the excuse they gave you but then you find out they’ve been cheating on you way before you started doing that action.